by Gail Hosking
Dante and Plato in the Ukraine I never carried a weapon. Never joined the army. I’ve only seen what comes home stuck to a uniform like burrs. Still, I know demolished buildings and one-armed men. The hungry in striped pajamas. I know war travels to the domestic. Men in bed, after all, cannot disentangle from men in war. How will love speak? Only the dead have seen the end.
The Space Between Living near Dachau, my father insisted I look at the photographs while the Holocaust stretched like a shadow that had already dismantled the world as I knew it. The future had no guarantees with the Iron Curtain down the road. Today in a house by the shore, I sit in the future watching the tide, keeping track of the sun and the moon. A flag waves in a neighbor’s yard. A red-throated loon crosses the sky, all grace and silence. Fear reappears like seaside sparrows when the news of Ukraine covers the airwaves and the Russians destroy land they insist they own. Hungry children dig through rubble. Shopping lists burn in fires. I live now on that steep cliff between past and future. I watch a plane overhead as a mourning dove sits on the backyard fence and demands I listen. Gulls dive down. The tide rolls in again.
Gail Hosking is the author of the memoir Snake’s Daughter and a book of poems, Retrieval. Essays and poems have appeared in such places as South Dakota Review, Post Road, The Alfred Sun, Tar River Poetry, West Trade Review, and Reed Magazine. Gail has an MFA from Bennington Writing Seminars. Another book of poems, Adieu, will be out in the spring of 2024.